It's the start of his senior year, and Cyrus should be worried about college applications, prastinating on homework, and staying up past his bedtime. And he does, until his mother's cancer returns.

To make matters worse, Nico Valentine-the person Cyrus hates most-insists on being his friend. Carefree, flirtatious, and spontaneous, Nico is everything Cyrus's childhood never allowed him to be. When their English teacher offers Cyrus extra credit to tutor Nico, Cyrus knows he shouldn't accept. He could use the distraction, though.

A fling soon ensues, and Cyrus realizes they have more in common than he thought. What is more, Nico is the first person who seems to get him and who is there no matter what. But, if Cyrus wants his romance with Nico to turn into something real, he'll have to do something he's never done before-be vulnerable with another person.

Adam Silvera's HISTORY IS ALL YOU LEFT ME meets Rachel Lynn Solomon's YOU'LL MISS ME WHEN I'M GONE in this tale of heartbreak and second chances.

Content Advisory:
This novel contains discussions and scenes of self-harm and suicide ideation.